A friend asked me if I am still into him. And then I don’t know what to answer. And then I realize that it has been 2 years since I felt this. It has been 2 years, and there is no progress. Then I came to think, am I that silly? Although I know that through the years the feelings has slowly changed. But I don’t what’s wrong with me why can’t I get over with him? I,m sick with this but I believe that someday this suffering will produce something amazing.